turn your life around

You spoke, "I'm not going back,"
But I'm pretty sure that's no fact, no
My phone keeps buzzing on

Would you give it up for me?
You spoke, "I surely think so,"
I'm pretty sure that's no fact, no
No where to go

Special kid showed her how
To turn her life around
He's a handful
But he's hers

He was hers
Where to go now...

glassine dream

your violence when you take me by the hand
it didn't go the way we planned

a beige suit and dinner
but the cooker is cocky
a metal disc jockey
my glassine dream
floating down a cotton stream

all i hear is just the background
to make everything disappear
but you made it all clear
you made it all clear

damned is our feast on this night

your violence when you take me by the hand
it didn't go the way we planned

man

It just feels so wrong
And I know it's wrong
You make me want to throw up
But I can't love you enough

heavy

No one knows what I want
No one knows what I want
I don't know what I want
But I know I need to make this thing real
I don't know what I want
Can't move these weighted arms
Learn how to make myself not feel

-->

Constantly evolving
Constantly in motion
Backwards rainbow xylophone
Repeals the notion

I'm just dipping in the pool
It terrifies me because it's true

Slow down going around this turn, man I
Know lots of kids that lost their life at this bend
He said, "Turn the music up.
I don't give a fuck."

Honey I love you

carry on machine

it spreads down my body
a snake in the grass
poisonous, deadly
hello, miss holly
i asked her, please
don't snake any of my dvds

she had a pretty smile
once in a while
but today
nothing but gray

we let it spread down our bodies
a snake in the grass
that makes me smile smile smile

she's a midnight queen a
carry on machine
she raised herself
there's nothing but herself

she's a midnight queen with a
black balloon and a bean
she turns them into her dreams
if you know what i mean

she had a pretty smile
once in a while
but today
she said hey

x

where does this overwhelming sadness come from?