where was my head
when i hurt you
way back when
it was filled to the brim
with letters
too obscene to know
i hurt you bad
when i held that
other boy's hand
but i cut it off
i made it known
so why you keep on uploading little things
that remind me of what i did
i don't wanna think about it anymore
i don't wanna think about it anymore
and i can't stand the way that you knock at my door
i can't fucking think about it anymore
you wanted love
so much that you
you made it happen with me
overlooking my flaws
the mirrors
and endless smoke
but you love me
you love me
you love me
baby but it
has not been
long enough
so why you keep on uploading little things
that remind me of what i did
i don't wanna think about it anymore
i don't wanna think about it anymore
and i can't stand the way that you knock at my door
i can't fucking think about it anymore
monster, monster
i am a monster
stop my heart
for breaking that poor boy's heart
monster, monster
i am a monster
do what you need
just turn off that NOISE
TURN OFF THE NOISE
so keep on uploading little things
that remind me of what i did
when i was seventeen years old
i don't wanna think about it anymore
it could have been perfect, yeah i know
i can't fucking think about it anymore
