Tuesday, May 26, 2009

non-prose from the psych ward

I was recently in Western Psych for four days. I had a lot of free time to think. Once I started feeling better, I got a great burst of creativity. Here's eight for you.

"WPIC"

a sterile smell
where beauty lies
and everything she does despise
a three armed gown
one shade of blue
they all know what she's going through

the empty feeling seems to die
she don't know why
she don't know why

gray haired addict
handicapped braids
orange light splaying through the shades
smooth dark skin
a breathing tube
we all slowly get the groove

this is it
no more getting high
to make the empty feeling die

she don't know why
she don't know why

but it's a good thing



"The Mark"

there's a mark
pink and raised
delicate
little girl's lace

there's a mark
i put in place
over bone
i'm coming home

but where is home?
i'd like to know
is it the place
my void did grow?

there's a mark
it's getting dark
i hear the hum

oblivion


"A Good Burn" or "Getting Better"

white noise of the song machine
transmissions in my sad head
there's a light cracking through

some brain dead freak
uncomfortable chairs

that light peeking through is you

my head still aches
it's getting better everyday
sometimes i get scared of progress
what can i blame my failure on today!

sick of technology
running between my ears
it pierces and distorts the truth
electro convulsions are the beer
it's a psycho proof

then the break through starts to come
it's gonna be okay
sometime i'll learn my way

until then sickly smoke will rise
and burn into my mind



"Triazdam"

there's a fire in my heart
there's a fire in my mind
there's a fire in my calves

waiting for the dose
waiting for the dose

there's some crazy pacing 'round
but it doesn't make a sound
and i'm ready to head on down

waiting for the dose
waiting for the dose

my apathy meets the empathy
on the pale translucent skin
my eyes minuscule dots
the color of mossy rocks

the milky white remains
stopped turning this girl on
but that feeling's coming on
damn it's strong

there's a fire in my heart
there's a fire in my mind
there's a fire in my smile

waiting for the dose



More soon.